CALL ME BORING FOR ALL I CARE

Allow me to tell you my world.

You may say I live in the world of boredom but I am trying to make it bubbly doing nothing.

I am a person who’s easily pleased and appreciates life’s beauty in every little ways.

I am someone to call for cheerin’ up, someone to chill with, laugh with, a shoulder to cry on, ears to listen, a motivator, booster of someone’s  self-esteem, someone to have a blast with and will never ever let you down.

           

I mostly spend my time @ home listening to my favorite music- particularly those times when I get uptight as my way to release my tension; watching television, cuddling my cute lil’ niece, playing with my buddies and doing household chores – I hate foul odors and dusts! Even my mom surrenders with my oc-oc behavior. FYI I have obsessive compulsiveness luckily reality testing still intact… (Thank God).

I love lawn tennis. The funny thing is I don’t play this sport I only watched it on TV and the worst is that I still have to learn how to play it… What the? Somebody help!

I also love playing the guitar, reading mystery and love story novels- actually there are times that I used to imagine myself as part of the story haha!; pasta, music and those Hollywood movies.

I try spending my spare time hanging out with my close friends. I make it a point to let them feel the appreciation and importance of their company.

I am very devoted to my family and to my religion. It is where I feel loved and belonged. They’re my life although affection sometimes awkward to show, but still we make it a point to let each of us feel the love and care.

At present time, I feel a little bit deprived and restricted. These restrictions to tell you are just made by me. I  felt like there’s still a need of me to grow and mature more before facing this crazy real world. This is why I’m still confined with my immature nature so, don’t ever wonder why I seem locked up, wait and see…

There are times that I question myself, why until now I still go through all this struggles in life. I felt like I was left by the bus I’m supposed to take many years ago, leaving me here waiting and still hoping to see that same good ‘ol bus to take me to that journey I have always longed in my entire life, and once I get there, I would proudly tell myself “This is it, I am here, I fulfilled something that made my loved ones proud of.”

Now, tell me, would you call my world BORING OR COMPLICATED? Would you say it has many detours that each of those detours were taken without road maps that made me always lost but still doesn't give up finding that right path? Or would you tell that life is full of mysteries that sometimes none of us care to comprehend what it is that life is trying to tell us.

I believe that everything that comes along our way has a purpose. Sometimes those occurrences are beyond our expectations that disappoint us. The only way to cope with it is to live in the VIRTUE OF PATIENCE.

I only prioritize things, (or do I just procrastinates too much??;) ) that should be done first before doing others. Doing so gives you a chance to realize and modify things inadequate enough for that sense of fulfillment you've been searching all your life that leaves you barely frustrated, disappointed and less regret when everything you did at your best do not fall into place as you want them to. 

So cheer up! It’s not yet the end of the world. While there’s still LIFE, there’s HOPE. For every RAIN there’s always a RAINBOW and at the end of the TUNNEL there’s always LIGHT, SHINING BRIGHTLY!