ALONE WITH THIS CRAP (Along u came while I'm in despair)

I was going nowhere , making careful

caution. Unmindful of what lays ahead then

subtly you came along with glare.

My heart skipped the moment I laid eyes

on you

Those stares so new to me... Overwhelmed

my heart got caught.

I try to compose just so not to ruin the

view.

I took a chance and submit my heart,

hoping for the best. Not listening to my

inner voice' screams,

Screaming to refrain from getting hurt

Then you insisted to pursue

I wondered what's the game such a

shame, I seem clueless Blame my heart

you've been sued

How could you for being so wise?

my poor heart twisted with pain.

unmasking the hurt I felt, while yours

perfectly hidden in disguise.

Perhaps it was my pain tolerances

I could endure with such intensity.

I hope to play with your mind boggling

game,

I hardly comprehend with these weird

instances.

When will this stupidity ends?

How come I chose to remain silent?

Blinded by the obvious,

while my exhausted heart mends.

Of all people, of all the hurt,

I get from you.

Of all the mess , I have to fix. Such a

stubborn lass I was, why can't I let go?

Always a blooper I came.

Tortured, crushed, poor me.

No one here to clean up this mess,

And all by myself to blame.